What would you think if I opened my soul to you?

Would you say I am too heartless?
Would you say I am a mess?
Would you say I am too careless? Too selfish? Too cold?
What would you think of me if I told you what is really on my mind?
Would you think I am crazy?
Would you believe me when I tell you that I am doing it just for you? That putting my feelings apart; my thoughts, my tears, is all for you?
Would you love me more?
Or would you start hating me?
All I want is to give you -us- a chance, but if it is going to hurt this much, how do I know it is worth the risk?
How do I know that breaking my heart for you will be worth it?